June 10th, 2010 -- Last Day of Sophomore Year.

So today was the last day of my sophomore year in highschool. To be honest, it wasn't really emotional, but when the bell rang for the end of school, my friends and i looked at each other like :D and we felt the reality of becomming a junior. Now we're really considered upperclassmen and it feels great! i love it! Junior year is going to be my most busy year and i'm not exactly looking forward to it, but it's another milestone and i'm sure to do great.

As of right now, i'm having a rough time dealing with my relationship with my boyfriend. We've been together for three years now and just celebrated our third year anniversary on May 25th. He will be going to college in the fall and recently i've been having trust issues. Maybe it's time to let go. I've worked hard to make this relationship work and it really seems like such a waste. I love him so much, but i feel like he doesn't love me anymore. It's starting to tire me out and i'm really stressed a lot of the time. I'm tired of trying to make things work and i'm ready to let go. I'm sure he has a side of his story to tell, so don't hate him. After all, i still love him..